Hello folks! How is going?
Well, the year is ending and it's time to reflect about what happened. I belived that this would be one of the best year, if not the best one. But it really didn't turned out the way I thought it would both in my personal life and in my YouTube life.
Last week I was talking with a YouTube friend and talking about videos when I realised that I ONLY uploaded 3 videos this year. I could give you any excuse like the fact that the computer spent a month and a half in the repair (not counting the other months it passed crashing) or the fact that I spent one month sick, that are things that really happened and disrupted me. However, what probably was missing was organization and planning. For example I could cite the video about the Frozen movie that I recorded in July and was almost was finished to upload in my YouTube, when the computer broke and I had to format it. But I had never separated a little bit of time to re-edit it. I also left stopped four projects in my computer and a lot of ideas written in my ideias notebook without even look at them and planning when I would be finishing them.
Another problem was that I promised things for you, my viewers, knowing that I probably wouldn't have time to do what I was telling, because my time is 70% consumed by school. At least I think I learned not to promise anything and instead tell that I will give my best.
But an awesome news was that I had a big ideia of a Christmas video that I would record when my vacations would start with also a little ideia, but where is the time? I'm on vacations for 10 days and I didn't stopped well to at least watch a Christmas movie like I did when I was younger. As I wrote above, probably 70% of time is occupied with school so I don't do YouTube things but I don't do house things too. I spent the last 10 days arranging things in my house, doing Christmas shopping, arranging my bedroom, arranging files on the computer (they were throw in my desktop since I formatted it in October) and finishing on organizing my time capsule that I'll close on my next birthday (day 12-30-2014) for me to open in some year. Yes, I could left all this by side and focused in my YouTube channel, however, when you have things to do you use their level of priority, so I focused on the things that, in that moment, looked like more important to me.
I can't say that this year was only made with bad experiences. I had many good moments, conquered new things and finished some personal projects. I learned MANY things and met people very dear. But the bad moments of the year are there and serve to brings us life lessons (for us not to repeat the same mistakes next year).
I'll not post anymore video this year and I'll use the last remaining days of the year to rest a little and also to enjoy my life a little. I hope everybody understands.
2015 is coming and it will not bring new things, only will be a new chance to change attitudes and, with that, make it a better year. I'll give my best.
Happy holidays and a splendid 2015!
Pauline :~)
TheLittlePauline
